Dear Diary
Posted by Captain of the Poop Deck in buncha whining
So I'm trying this new thing where I don't care what anyone thinks of me. It's really hard, and I'm only doing an ok job, because I still care about what I think of me. I also hate consciously making what seem like immoral decisions. It's so selfish. Like, why do I work as a technical cog in the video industry, when I could be doing something to help people instead? I give myself reasons, but they're not always good enough. And honestly, my mood changes so much throughout the day, that sometimes I'm happy with what I'm doing, and an hour later I can't bear it. C'est la vie?
